**「Where Your Light Still Floats」**

(Ooh… ooh…)
(La la la… la la…)

Ten years gone, feels like yesterday
Still got your hoodie, still smells like rain
They say time heals, guess they never knew
Some scars just learn to breathe with you

Coffee tastes like your stupid jokes
Sunrise feels like your favorite coat
I still talk like you're on your way
Yeah I know you're not, but I say it anyway

I don't cry like I used to do
But some nights hit me outta the blue

(You're still here, you're still here)
In every little thing I see
(You're still here,  you're still here)
You're my quiet company
You're the name I never say
But I carry you every day

Ten summers, ten cold Decembers
Still counting stupid little numbers
Your birthday pops up on my phone
Yeah I laugh, then I feel alone

People say, "Man, you’re strong now"
Guess they never saw my breakdowns
I just learned how to hide it well
Doesn’t mean I'm done with hell

I keep your picture in my wallet
Like some kinda broken promise

(You're still here, you're still here)
In the spaces in my bed
(You're still here, you're still here)
In the words we never said
You're the ghost that holds me tight
You're my shadow, you're my light

Yeah I dated, yeah I tried
But nobody laughs like you and I
They kiss me good, they mean no harm
Still feels wrong inside their arms

Sometimes I swear I hear your voice
Saying, "Hey, you gotta make a choice"
Live half-dead or learn to breathe
Damn, you always knew me

If love don’t die, where does it go?
Maybe now I finally know

(You're still here, you're still here)
You're the air inside my chest
(You're still here, you're still here)
You're my curse and you're my best
You're the reason that I cry
You're the reason I survive

I watched your light drift out to sea
Little paper boat, just you and me
My hands were shaking, heart went numb
But you looked free… God, you looked done

Done with pain, done with fear
Done with hospitals and tears
You turned around, you smiled my way
Like you always did, like you’d say
"I'm not gone, I'm not lost
I'm just on the other side of your thoughts"

(You're still here, you're still here)
In every beat, in every breath
(You're still here, you're still here)
Even stronger after death
You're not ashes, you're not dust
You're the love I still trust

(You're still here, you're still here)
You're the fire in my veins
(You're still here, you're still here)
You're my pleasure, you're my pain
You're not gone, you're not through
I’m still me because of you

(Ooh… you’re still here…)
(Still here…)
(Still here…)

I let you go into the dark
But you left your light in my heart

(Ooh… ooh…)

**「君の光がまだ浮かぶ場所」**

(Ooh… ooh…)
(La la la… la la…)

10年経っても 昨日みたいで
君のパーカー まだ雨の匂い
時間が癒すって 誰が言った？
この傷は ただ一緒に息をするだけ

コーヒーは 君のくだらない冗談の味
朝焼けは 君のお気に入りのコート
まだ「今向かってる」って言うんだ
来ないって分かってても

前ほど泣かなくなっただけ
でも時々 いきなり来るんだ

(You're still here, you're still here)
見えるもの全部に君がいる
(You're still here, you're still here)
静かな相棒みたいに
口にしない君の名前
でも毎日 連れて歩いてる

10回目の夏 10回目の冬
どうでもいい数字を数えてる
スマホに出る君の誕生日
笑ってから 一人になる

「強くなったな」って言われるけど
俺の崩れ方を知らないだけ
上手く隠せるようになっただけで
地獄はまだ終わってない

財布に入れた君の写真
壊れた約束みたいだ

(You're still here, you're still here)
ベッドの空いた場所に
(You're still here, you're still here)
言えなかった言葉に
抱きしめる幽霊みたいで
影みたいで 光みたいで

付き合ったよ ちゃんと
でも誰も 君みたいに笑わない
優しくキスされても
その腕の中は 違う

時々 聞こえるんだ
「そろそろ決めなよ」って
半分死んだまま生きるか ちゃんと息するか
やっぱ 君は俺を分かってる

愛が死なないなら
どこに行くんだろう

(You're still here, you're still here)
胸の奥の空気になって
(You're still here, you're still here)
呪いで 祝福で
泣く理由で
生きる理由

君の灯りが 海へ流れてく
小さな紙の舟 俺と君だけ
手は震えて 心は空っぽ
でも君は 自由だった

痛みも 恐れも
病室も 涙も
全部終わった顔で
振り返って笑って
いつもの顔で 「俺は消えてない
ただ お前の思考の向こう側にいるだけ」

(You're still here, you're still here)
鼓動の中に
(You're still here, you're still here)
死んだあとで もっと強く
灰じゃない  塵じゃない
信じてる愛

(You're still here, you're still here)
血管の火になって
(You're still here, you're still here)
快楽で 苦しみで
終わってない
俺は君で出来てる

(Ooh… you’re still here…)
(Still here…)
(Still here…)

闇に手放したけど
心には光を残してった

(Ooh… ooh…)